Lyrics - Where Moments Fade

I’m lyin’ in my bed
Dreamin’ of your beautiful eyes
You say that you love me

But I know all your lies
I can’t hear them anymore
Hearin’ a sound in my head

But I now all your lies
I can’t take them anymore
Hearin’ a sound…

…Can`t sleep because I am full of hate and rage
Cryin’ and sighin’ without a voice
The voice is in my head
Why do you talk to me?
Why won’t you talk to me?
Shoud I just decide?

The solution is my pain
I’m cuttin’ in my arms and veins
You will, you will miss me
Shoud I do it? I have fear!
The other side is, you are near to me
Please hold my hand
Please hold my hand

The voice is still in my head
I have to clear my mind
Please help me, I´m fallin’
Please help me,
I´m losin’ control of myself

I start the engine, drivin’ to you
Arrive at your house and open the door
I see you
You see me
I still adore you
Please! Understand me!

She’s asking me
“What you’re searching for”
“I’m searchin’ for you girl”
Her face starts to smile
“Why are you laughin’ at me?”

“Little girl! you don’t understand what I`m doin’ right now, am I right?”
“Why should I? What do you want from me? Relationship is over…. Just relax!”
“Don`t make me angry! I´m askin’ you for the last time…
or we will rest in peace together. Oh lord! In peace! Together.”
“Shut the door behind you or” – “Or what?”
“Or I’ll call the police!
Leave me alone! you are such a fool!
Leave me alone! go home!”

“What ? You fucking whore! I`ll break your neck! I swear!”
(scream)
“Shut up bitch! I`ve asked you and I will ask you for the fuckin’ last time:
Love me or hate me!
Haha!”

“What have I done?
I have killed her!
Have I?
No, it wasn`t me!
No! no! no!
Who am I?”

I am sick and I am lost
Where`s the voice I did trust?
I am sick and I am lost
Where`s the voice I did trust?

I don`t hear the sound in my head anymore
Your dead body on the floor
I have judged you, I’m alone
Hear the sirens of the law
They are comin’ through the door

No exit
Dead body
The cops wanna catch me

Standing outside….
Watch the story of tonight
While I hold you
I kiss you
I undestand
“You are the light
That god me sent

Help me
I`m dreamin’
Please wake me up”
“Open your eyes, my darlin’
(Please wake up)
‘cause I love you
You have just dreamt
You have just dreamt”

“Have I?”

(Wake up!)